amesplaza

as things progress
in this tiny world i live in,
i find myself drifting into affections easily
and it feels so good.
i go to counciling
i go to movies
i go to sweetness.
there is sweetness in this sadness.
i’ve stopped moping
and now i don’t have to smoke to keep myself this sane.
i’ve returned to writing.
i’ve returned to loving
and surviving.
i’m waking up and loving.
i’m waking up and smiling
in the arms of a new one.
he’s not a rapist
not even fucking close.
and, love, it’s finally all right.
i’m finally at peace with myself again.
i do my hair and make-up
and i’mnot afraid to drink and have a good time.
i’ve got myself under control.
i’ve got these feelings under control.
i feel all right.
i am moving on
and i am surviving.
kiss me good night
and kiss me good morning.
i’ll be smiling the whole time.

<3

ames plaza

[oh yeah. she’s not single.]

no fucking capitals.

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