Nov 05 2008
affection sweeter than confection.
i keep looking for love in all the wrong places.
i keep searching for everything i’ve ever wanted
and i end up in this shithole of a life.
i will find that love one day
when it’s least expected, dollface.
i just need to keep growing
keep rebuilding myself from this rubble,
these ruins.
i’ll change my pace one day.
one day i’ll be better
and the bandaids holding me together will peel away
and reveal scars in the shapes of butterflies and stars.
i will get better.
i will be loved.
i will melt again.
i will one day be happy again.
and i will bring myself up from this drama
and surface breathing again.
get me out of this rape victim mindset
and back into my pale, scarred skin.
<3
ames plaza
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