amesplaza

the days pass slowly.
there are encounters between the victim
and the victimizer.
we are unable to avoid each other, it seems.
i try my best to run away
and seek refuge in the arms
of someone who i know doesn’t love me.
he probably never will…
still i seek the attention he gives me
and i smile affectionately.
and pray that one day things will be fine.
i will be all right.
i can’t wait to see what each day brings
becasue each day is a step further away from then.

<3

ames plaza