amesplaza

it’s nine pm
and i’ve been drinking away these feelings
i am unsure.
very unsure.
i almost fucked a future lawyer.
i made out with a guy i thought cared about me.
and here i am,
coming off as this giant ass whore
in my band tee
all ready for the punk party.
i’ve been drinking all night.
i’ve been drinking for a long time.
and i can’t feel any better sober.
and i can’t feel any better drunk.
and i keep wondering what the fuck i’m thinking.
what the fuck am i thinking?
stop the car.
it’s an emergency.
i’m losing my mother fucking mind
waiting for more alcohol to arrive.
word, love.
i just need to die over here
in this town where dreams die
and the chinese food is good.

<3

ames plaza

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